I dont ♥ myself

I am not good enough !
I am not pretty enough!
I am so hurt when u not just looking at me !
MADNESS

1more secret to tell :
So sweet when i reading back the diary of WBC ..
when im going china with mummy and he is
waiting me back here..
MISSING and MISSED that..
& i know the person i missing was not you..
Just a boy in the sweet memory in my mind..
Also deep inside heart..
Cause the YOU wil never came back to me again..
Just wanna tell the YOU in my memory,
Truly
I LOVE YOU so much!!
MISS YOU so much...
Everything is just too late and cant be return..