Forgave forget

FORGAVE

doesnt means to be

FORGET

Early morning ♥

The best thing in life are appreciated most
after they have been lost....
♥珍惜你所拥有的东西♥

Im fine

Im fine..
Dont worry about me..
Sleep well..
Word hard..
Hope everything of you go smooth..
Without me..
You should be happy than the passed day..
S M O O T H

Cigarette

Its make me feel back a smell on your hand..
Only i know its not ur smelling but
cigarrette smell like..

Babie...

Babiee...bie..

Did u ever lying on the bed..
And thinking about how much did u change?
And i was also noticed the changing on myself..
I not rely on you that much since its almost 2months we
didnt meet up...
ALWAYS be happy !!

Green Day : 21 Guns Lyrics

Do you know what's worth fighting for?

When it's not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

Loves

Make sure you could really make me happy..
Make sure you are reliable for me..
Make sure you could really love me to the end..
Make sure you are not lie on me from the start to the end..
Make sure you can give me all the hapiness..
Make sure you loves me always..
Make sure you missing me every moment..
Make sure im the only girl in your mind..
Make sure im the prettiest for you..
Make sure im the best for you..
Before you telling me you love me..
PLEASE
Dont simply say YOU LOVE ME ♥
And left me tearss silently when u are leaving me..

With tears,,

You never knows how much
♥ I LOVE YOU ♥
You burry up our story..
And no more Simbee & Boonchong..
GOODBYE
my babie..

Full fill

♥MY Timess MY Lifess♥

Last night, we having some sweet and happy time..
We playing poker..chit chat until morning 4.30am ==
IM SLEEPY ♥

Tonite, after tuition 9.15pm we left..
And we going snooker ♥
The first song when i reached there..

♫Jay-彩虹♫

What a weird feeling i having in the 4min..
Sweet memory is in my mind..
And i ignore it ! cause that not belong me
and never return to me again..
And keep practise on playing snooker..
I can learn it well? haha^^ ya i can..trust me
And a new friend teach me a weird language..
FA FE FI FO FU !!
opsss .. its a secret !! i wont teach you guys..haha

SO ?

[♥NightZzZ♥]

I hope everyone could sleep well..

1154pm

断了的弦

断了的弦-周杰伦

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

我沉默你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么不说
哎哟我笑后
表情终于有点难过握着你的手
问你决定了再走

我突然释怀的笑笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉说会记住我的好
我也弯着我嘴角笑

你的美已经给了谁
追了又追我要不回
我了解离开树的叶
属于地上的世界凋谢
断了的弦再弹一遍
我的世界你不在里面
我的指尖已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

A old song..
But today only i realize that the lyric
was so nice and meaningful..

Love ♥

=End=
980 Days..


So much of sweet memory we having in these day..
But alot of tearss also♥
I will burry it in my heart forever..
Truly, i hope u can have a better lover..
Sorry for saying this..But i really did my well..
I tried my best !

I do the one's best ♥

Sometimes i were asking myself..
Why did you leave me and didnt protect me anymore?
Those are all because of my own problem?
I dont know..but i really didnt want myself
to having a bad image in ur mind..
So sorry for everything i did wrong in these day..
U know what i dreamed last night?
I dreamed that its our off day and we hanging out together..
We go "ding dong" and u wanna win the doll for me..
Missing those sweet memory..
About those sad memory i wil try to forget it..
The sweet memory could full fill me when im lonely..
This time..i swear to myself..
I WILL BE HAPPY BE TOUGH without you..
Hope the same to u..
Dont being so lifeless and before sleep..
use sometime to think about what u really want the rest of life..
And i knows that what i want ♥
I told u before..what i want is just family,you and xiao xiong..
So now i will think for myself also..

Biiee ar...ALL THE BEST TO YOU..

I ♥ you my baby
I ♥ you my baby
I ♥ you my baby
I ♥ you my baby
I ♥ you my baby


Last time..saying i love you
GOODBYE my Babie

Guess what ♥

Im now only 36KG ...
I swear i never keep fit..
Never on DIET..
But the weight of mine was just 36KG..
It because of my braces? i guess its..

He was having fun now right? bless him..
SAFETY & HAPPY always...

Tired..

I cant even catch up with the step u walked..
Its too fast &
I have still not enough time to tidy up my mind..

No ones

No ones loves me..
No ones like me..
Everything was so fake..
Their LOVE could be change in just a day..
An hour..
So what am i after a day or an hours?
Feeling betray and be throwed..
No matter how much i did..
How good i did..
No one care it and appreciate it..
BECAUSE ?
She is much more better than me?
Im so sad..
Just like living in dream..

He..

He will only MESSAGE me
when he got empty time..
When he having fun with friend..
Im just nothing !
I knows this..
Im not sad anymore..
Work hard and show me u can have a better life..
Without me..
I wont ruin ur life..

Feeling..

Complicated Feeling I Having..

3yrs, 1st time i go movie with just friend..
For sure he is not sitting beside me anymore..
No tears but a complicated feeling i having all night long..
I will use to it! Independence from him..
I watched twilight3 Eclipse..
Not bad, but the girl was love 2boy in a time?
I wil never do that because i just own a HEART..
But it also a very romantic love story ..
Mrs.Cullen & Mr.Cullen..
How sweet ==
hahaha^^
Now only i know why uncle Love the
name of Cullen so much !!

Haha^^

Cute & Bright Smiling

He got a SUPER cute smiling face

hahahah ^^

Lonely..

A feeling i hate so much..
Im staying in the shop alone..
And need to wait for 1hour more..
WHY i will having a situation like now ==
Im so scare and hate to being alone..

If...

How good if he is beside me..

I scare i telling out but no one willing to belive me..
Im so afraid to being like now..
Cause no one stand by my side
and share the feeling with me..
Why he is not protect me from getting so much of hurt..
But gave me all those..
Im a good person a kind person..
So please trust me..
For now that the only thing i needed..
Its just a "TRUST"..
Im so tired to being like now..
The alarm was my heart was rang..
But no one come to save me out from here..
Im so lonely to facing all the problem..

♥

♥我的心没能被理解
♥别人的心很复杂可怕
♥我看不懂
♥我累了

4.37PM

^^

Those days when i was still young,
And So carefree ..
What i ever needed was Family & Friend..
& I am very happy..
I miss you..
♥ Little Tutu ♥

Devil !

How good if u can tell me all the truth..
Better from i get it from others..
Atleast i dont look silly in front others..
What can we built?
Having ur new life and new job..always good luck to u..
And forget what i ask to u stay the ''BABIE'' just for me..
It doesnt important anymore..
I know what kind of person was u..
This the way u show me ur love after u go home..
THANKS for everything..

DID U READ THIS ? hahaha

Love

Love Only Simbee

Its never appear again ...

GOODBYE

WBC

The happy little family was
not complete without that person..

Miss.Lonely

How to do when im feeling lonely?
Who to shout out when im lonely?

You..

Why never give up

"Anything"

because of me?

♥Beee Simbee♥

I ♥ myself
I ♥ myself
I ♥ myself
I ♥ myself
I ♥ myself

So proud to shout this out..
I love myself so much...
I didnt have a perfect face,
& a perfect body..
But atleast im a soft girl..
A very simply and clean in mind..
I swear i never did lie on u..
So i love myself so much..
So proud to being a girl like myself..
And i have no reason to become
weak in front u and the girl anymore..
NO!! and never..
If my outlook was lost, my heart was win..
JESUS let me be a kind person forever...
Give me strength to took the pain and
Give me stregnth to be myself well in my life..
Amen ♥
Friend, thanks for accom me these day..
And scold me so much because of my silly..
I am awake !
I wil stop blaming on myself anymore..
I dont hate myself anymore..
I will learns to LOVE myself more..
Atleast i know i have a good heart and attitude
Thanks...♥♥ 16 and uncle kelvin ♥♥

Truth

Finally i knew everything..
How silly am i..
I knew it 2weeks but didnt accept the truth
& how cruel was it..
DOESNT
wanna think about it anymore..


Truth was always cruel..

Lifeless

If u miss me..
U wil call me cause u cant stand the feeling of not listening my voice..
If u love me..
U wil worry about me..
Dont lie yourself..
I dont love anymore..
Cause im so pain in love..

17/7/2010

I dont know what u thinking
&
I wondering what u thinking

After 1hour will i still in your mind?

MBWBC

I am just nothing for you,
I knows this so i could let go easily..
I am forcing myself to
live the life i doesnt like..
After so much pain i hope there
is just left happiness in the rest of my life..
And i really want to say..
I do one's best !!!
I have nothing that i did wrong right?
Cause i gave all my heart..
And never talk any lies on u..
But u the one who choose to give up 1st..
YOU should admit that^^
YOU didnt choose to cross along ur problem with me.
I always know i couldnt help but iI can be ur listener
But you NEVER let..
I hope no more tearss for me..& you
We could have happy life without each other..
So lets cheerss !! for our future ?
Ya!! and letss earn much much much of money ^^
心跳正常了,因为放开了..

BIE

We having a same dream,
But we walking a different way,
Time was passing by..
After so much,
Will we meet again when we reached
the point we was doing so much for ?
May be half year & 1 year,
May be we are too tired and dont choose to meet again?

I dont ♥ myself

I am not good enough !
I am not pretty enough!
I am so hurt when u not just looking at me !
MADNESS

1more secret to tell :
So sweet when i reading back the diary of WBC ..
when im going china with mummy and he is
waiting me back here..
MISSING and MISSED that..
& i know the person i missing was not you..
Just a boy in the sweet memory in my mind..
Also deep inside heart..
Cause the YOU wil never came back to me again..
Just wanna tell the YOU in my memory,
Truly
I LOVE YOU so much!!
MISS YOU so much...
Everything is just too late and cant be return..

If You love me ,
PLEASE
say u love me..
say u miss me..
say u need me..
ask me to wait u..
call me always..
message me always..
worry about me..
hug me kiss me in my dream..
left some tear in my shoulder,
show me how deep was your love..
share all the problem with me..
let me be the 1st person in ur mind,
ALL the time..
IF u loves me,
SHOWS me by action !

14/7 Morning

‎"Bury" all the SWEET memory

&

"forget" the SAD memory !

遗憾的美丽-陆瑶

如果人生是一趟漫長旅行
走了幾萬公里 遇見最愛的你
愛情就像兩個人的接力
我們都努力 讓幸福延續

後來我們各自追求風景
面對分離課題 我學會了開心
多慶幸當初沒有錯過你
當我寂寞時 也沉迷回憶

你的愛就像彩虹 劃過天際
不能永遠收集 也驚歎那遺憾的美麗
誰說分手一定是悲劇
時光倒轉我還是要愛你
要不是你 帶我走出恐懼
我沒有再愛的勇氣

你的好就像一首 老歌旋律
聽過多少歌曲 也單戀那最初的熟悉
有些感動沒人能接續
重新選擇我還是要愛你
給我快樂多過於傷心
　
都很清晰
後來我們各自追求風景
面對分離課題 我學會了開心
多慶幸當初沒有錯過你
當我寂寞時 也沉迷回憶

你的愛就像彩虹 劃過天際
不能永遠收集 也驚歎那遺憾的美麗
誰說分手一定是悲劇
時光倒轉我還是要愛你
要不是你 帶我走出恐懼
我沒有再愛的勇氣

你的好就像一首 老歌旋律
聽過多少歌曲 也單戀那最初的熟悉
有些感動沒人能接續
重新選擇我還是要愛你
給我快樂多過於傷心
都很清晰

Jesus

Bless him..
Let him got a good job there ~
Let him got a home there~
Amen !!

SIMBEE tu

Hey ...
I am missing a person who dont love me?
PLEASE wake up from dream !!!

sad day

HE Hurt me the most,
But he ask for people forgive but not me..

Heart

Hey blog,my only friend..
I am talking to u again!!

Pretty night..Pretty morning..

4year once!!

Sure Everyone is smiling,

of course im smiling too,

feel so empty when i smile!

What is this ==

Something i feel so shame
cant even tell out here...

3.45am 12/7/2010

worst day

So shame
so pain
so unbelievable
so cruel
So sad
So hurt
so silly
So betray
but without angry
What words to describe?
I am really so hurt..
No ones can know me...

966 Days

谢谢你,给我尽了力的机会..
考验了我的忍耐力..
考验了我的爱..

HEY YOU !!

If can i hope that we can treat each other honest!
Just like how i tell u, no matter what happened!
Let me be the 1 who knows 1st..

♥ = ?

Babiie
Babie
Baby
Babe ?

Read this !

世界上最寂寞的46件事

1拿起电话，按下号 码后迟迟不敢拨通绿色的按钮。
2在喧闹的地方，只有自己安静地坐着，不想听别人说话。
3打电话给故人，故人说，我很忙，待 会再说。
4遇见开心幸福的事情，无人分享。
5路过一家曾经和喜欢的人一起去过的餐厅，餐厅在被拆除
， 记忆也是。
6夜晚一个人面对黑暗和空洞。
7想对着喜欢过的人笑，结果却笑着哭了出来。
8对关心自己的人 说，没事，我很好，你放心。
9给自己削苹果，想起曾经有个人为你剥开一个芒果时候的

微笑。
10看一部压抑的电影，想哭却哭不出来。
11夜晚一个 人坐巴士，看路边的不停变换的灯光、树和行人。
12听到一句熟悉的歌词，想 起某个曾经说要守护你，现在却不在身边的人。
13一个人看电影，吃爆米花。
14放假的时候，站学校某处在天台上，看天空以及空无一人 的道路。
15吃一道菜，想起有人说，要为你学会它，为你做一辈子。
16 看见似曾相似的背影。
17洗衣服的时候，想起他为你晒衣服的样子。
18大热天在空调房里，记起有个人，曾经为你大汗淋漓奔走，只为你一笑的情景。
19鼓足勇气故意发错一条信息给想要联系的 人，第二天醒来，仍然没有他的消息。
20有人对你说，你真像个小公主，想起 曾经有人真的把你捧得像公主。
21尴尬地遇见一个喜欢你，你却明白自己永远 不可能喜欢上的男生。
22对迎面走来的朋友微笑，朋友却没有看见。
23想起年幼的朋友， 现在却不再联络。
24你说笑话，身边的人不笑，却想起有个人对你说，我是觉得你讲笑话的样子很好笑。
25想要打个电话给父母撒娇，话到嘴边又咽了回去，因为不想让他们担心。
26冬天的时候，在寒风中，裹紧自己的大 衣。
27蜷缩在被子里睡觉。
28做梦梦见一个人，醒来却只有自己一个人。
29公路两边树上新长出绿色的叶子，欢腾而热闹，但热闹是 他们的，你什么也没有。
30穿高跟鞋脚疼，一个人扶着街边的树脱下鞋子。
31东西坏了，自己不会修，又没人帮你修。
32电 影散场，你等的人却仍然没有来。
33精心安排了很久的约会，到了临近对方却回答没有时间。
34一个人拍大头贴。
35睡觉前，收不到晚安的短信息。
36难过的时 候，不知道给谁打电话比较好。
37明明不舍得，但却必须扔掉过去有关记忆的东西的那一刻。
38 对他说，我过的很好，你也要过的好。
39对于别人的伤害，无力去计较，根本不想计较的时候。
40每天醒来必须忘记昨天的不愉快时。
41逛商场时看见美丽的东西，想要买给他，却再也不能买给他。
42看见穿着情侣装的恋人 牵手过马路。
43为了忘记一个人剪头发，更新身边物件。
44打开日记本，看见里面都是一个人的名字。
45有一堆明明不敢面对，却又不舍得删除或者销毁的照片。
46看见一个很像你，经历着和 你曾经一样故事的人。

5th JULY

WELCOME to my World ?

Once the heart was gone..
Once the heart was dead..
It will never ReturN again..
And there is no more pain and tears..

Time was the best Medicine..

Did u agree about this?

Something i was asking myself..
WHY there is so many pain in my life..
WHY i loves him that much ?
WHY jesus allowed people to hurt me that much?
There is too many WHY ..

Not fair ?
When i saw another girl smiling..
I was thinking is there someone can stop my tear
And make me smile forever?
Just simple life..simple talk..
Stay beside me and be the one i can really rely on..
I hope there is no more tears in my future..
He teached me so much, and a big lesson in my life..

Too tired on crying..
Stop that ? can i ?
Jesus hope u give me the strength to handle the pain
And walk along it..
Amen

U dont know me !

Repeat and Repeatss..It make me feel tired ==
Something i knew it but i cant say out and cant ask..