1811

Keep going on..

I dont mind to use much more time to forget everything..

I used 2year to laugh and i can also use 2year to cry..

Loves♥ 1010

一个那么大的世界
我们相遇到了相爱
那么难得的遇见了
更难的我们相爱了
但你却不懂得珍惜
慢慢走远了
以后我们什么都不是了
想到这点，我哭了
但是我期望我们都能笑得更开心
我会想你的
就偶尔

You♥

Thankss

Thankss for being cruel to me..

im Awake!!

I shouldnt rely on anyone..

i hate ♥.

Spoilerrrrr =Y

Missing you♥

Suddenly remind all the sweet memory of us..
MISSING YOU..
so muchh...
more than words can discribe..
Just need to cry so much..
♥

Everytime when i look at you..
I forgot how cruel was u treated me..
Im such the silliest in the world..
I really scare that no ones could love u much
like the way i loves you..
This time i not going to look back..
I wil leave everything..
and the world was leaving me alone..
Im alone..
Please♥
You must be happy than me..
Promise me♥

1005

Whats in my mind..

The dayss is not going like how we promised each other..
I have no choice on everything in my life now..
If i asking you, will you regret on things you doing now?
What the answer will u give me?
Im stil wondering about this !!

♥

Im always second..
No one ever put me at first..
When will i meet the one that put me on first?
I guess that time im a sellfish girl..
Cause everyone was so sellfish to me..
And im living for people and not myself..
I thinking about what the reason for me to living like now..

Im not happy ♥

The person..

Crazy for the person that willing to crazy for you..
Give everything to the person that willing
to give everything to you too..
And loves the person that never leave you alone.. !!

♥

Upset..♥

I swear ..

I will not rely on you anymore..
I promised myself..
Nothing could ever hurt me again!
I wil just think for myself..
Cause no ones really knows me..
And cares me..

♥

♥

我是你的，
而..你是自由的...

How touch !! ♥
Just copy from somewhere..

No one could ever lock you up !
Cause you are free..
And you need alot of freedom..

18th Aug

Afternoon ♥ 12.30pm

A normal day going by..
And heard some bad news from a friend..
I hope everything was him was okay..
May god blessed him..
He was a kind person
Sooooo sad to knowing that some accident
happened on him..
Hope that he wil be alright very very soon..
Prayss for him..

.

1003

你帶著可以折疊的愛情
我在等不會變形的真心
被抱在你懷裡 卻要提防你
愛要多聰明才能逃得過哭泣

i miss you

Silent Tears

Each day the sun rises
and each night the sun sets.
Each day I wake up,
and put on that fake smile.

Each day I muse myself about you,
and each night I dream of you.
Each day I miss you,
and I want you with me now.

Each day I fight things in opposition to me,
and each night I weep my silent tears.
Each day I wish to leave,
and again I suffer this night alone.

Each day I busy myself,
and each night I fail to concentrate on simple things.
Each day my old life haunts me,
and this day I live in misery.

Each day I am unappreciated,
and each night I keep to myself.
Each day I live my life in fear,
and I bear this uncontrollable rage.

Each day I wake up,
and each night I fight those tears.
Each day you call me,
and everything disappears.

Each day you give me your love,
and each night you say sweet dreams.
Each day I live for you,
and I would do anything to make you happy.

Each day you save me,
and each night you are my hero.
Each day I live for you,
and you wipe away my silent tears.

Each day I send a little prayer,
and each night I send another.
Each day I live the fullest,
and only living for your love.

1002

I need a place that truly belong to mine..♥
Im so tired..
I losted the direction of life..
Someone save me?
Someone help me?
Someone tell me?
What should i do right now..
Just so lifeless..
Just so speechless..
Why everything changed become like now?
I need someone to talk..to shout..so much !!
♥

L.O.V.E ♥

People is finding a mr.right & ms.right
may be using yearr..10years..
And after they found !!
They will change for him/her..
They will gives everything they could..
And Loves & miss him/her always..
Worry about him/her..
Because of [[LOVE]] ♥

And why he didnt change for me from the day
we together until now?
Its because im not his Ms.Right and
He dont lovess me like the way i loves him ♥

Im droping myself inside the hole again!!
Someone please...please pull my out from it..
I doesnt want to be silly for so many times ♥

Itsssss,

♥

1000 days for you and me !!

clapsss

itss just meaningless for me to count this..
Cause itss not true!

♥

I dont know what am i doing
But you are just more than a friend for me..♥

Do you know this is the way im being cruel to myself?
Because i stil remember you..
And you are in my mind..
You gave a a hope when u told me u loves me..
But i knows its cant be the reason for us to go back..
Thanks so much of telling me
You stil loves me..
Its enough for me..

Please be happy alwayss ♥
I hope god wil always bless you...

W..B..C..

Never told you

Colbie Caillat-
I Never Told You♥

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Dreaming❤

What am i?
wondering about this..
But how about i answer myself?
No matter what are you..
Its never change..
is it?❤
So why do i stil care about it?

I could do it well..
I could leave silently..
Without tearss ❤

Itsss...just

We dont need that..
We never need that..
CLEAR
I miss xiao xiong..
I miss my home..
A place that can let me do anything i want..
I missing that alot..
I not suppose to be here..

4.40am

Thanks for...
Giving me so much time to let go you!!

5th Aug ♥

If i still mind about every single little things of you..
its because you are important to me ♥

Im goin Kl tonight..
So going to did a post here..
Everyone that worry about me..
I wil be fine after 1week..
And truly let go everything i holding so hard now..
I wil live for myself but not him anymore♥
If i saying that i couldnt trust,or love others
Same like the way i loves him much..
Is that unfair for others?
But i couldnt know that when was scar wil be remove..
And i could trust on othersss..
I hope i can..


I couldnt figure out how much i changed..
May be im not a good girl for now..
So much of outing.."S" somemore ==
Unhealthy lifestyle i having..!!
Ermmm..compare with the me with him..
I CHANGED..
not too bad of my attitude but its so lifeless for myselffff ==
Im quite guaii lui did u guys knows...hahaha^^
you know? i hope there is someone take care of me..
Remind me everything of mine..
So i no need to take care of myself..
This the life i want..
SO ?
When there is some one i living for..
I will turn back to a good girl..
And stop being like now as i doesnt enjoy my life truly for now..
But im not a person that could falling in love easily..

IM going to fight with myself..
pray for me..
BLESS me..
GOD may bless all of my friend ♥

DONT you

Just Dont GOSSIP about me !!