♥

W

2010-10-19T20:28:00.000-07:00

I Don't LOVE YOU...

Complicated mind i having..
Feel so lost..dont even know what i doing..
Dont even understand what i really want..
Dont even knows what really in my mind..
C O M P L I C A T E D ? yaya !! huhhh ==
..........................................................

i miss you

2010-10-18T20:25:00.000-07:00

Loves you!!

2010-10-16T21:02:00.000-07:00

When i need help, you're not there..
when i need someone to talk,
why cant you be the one?
I hope we can still sharing our mind to each others..
Distance really make us strange than a stranger

Sometime i wondering about..
will you miss me like how i missing you
sometimes will you come and read my blog
and trying to know how was my life..
what am i thinking..
i wondering about this..
thinking is it there is one day you wil turn around
and look at me..falling in love again on me..

I promised myself..
I'll never step in to your life anymore..
Never and ever ruin your life..
Wont asking for help or anything
although there are no people could help me..
Im so silly so greed to hoping that you still love me..
Its my fault that i got to admit !!

Let go..Let go..
Burry you deep inside heart forever
And last time..
I LOVE YOU
I do did my well of holding you tight
never let go your hand before
u let go my hand..
So no regrets..

The good man

2010-10-08T19:10:00.000-07:00

How good if
"the good man"
telling me that...
HE LOVES ME !!

nervoussss

2010-09-29T19:41:00.000-07:00

Nervous when i saw you

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Betray..

2010-09-24T09:27:00.000-07:00

Feel so BETRAY

Yaa..No one could really read me..
No one understand me.. Im so alone..
Someone come and save me out from the feeling like now..
Too badddddd, worsttt !!!!!
Am i not really into them? Thatssss why..i guess
I think i could have a good social circle ?
But seems like im wrong..so wrong..
I think i could have a happy life..
BUT
My life is still the same..
Missing ''them'' badly..

24th SEPT

2010-09-23T22:09:00.001-07:00

Nose bleeding 99 today
==

you !!

2010-09-19T07:35:00.001-07:00

Fall for me
Shout that you LOVES me..

nomu cu-a ♥

2010-09-16T23:07:00.001-07:00

nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
nomu nomu nomu nomu
CU-A.. ♥ yo..

hey..you

2010-09-14T05:32:00.000-07:00

You knows?

I MISS YOU so much......

HE ..

2010-09-13T17:40:00.001-07:00

He is smart of choosing everything but not me..
Not worth to lost everything and left just me..
Always the smartest choice of leaving me..
my babie..

Woohoo

2010-09-08T10:40:00.000-07:00

I wanna cerebrate and live my life,
Saying Ayo, Baby let's go
I came to dance, dance, dance, dance
I hit the floor
'Cause that's my, plans, plans, plans, plans
I'm wearing all my favorite

Im so into music right now..
HUUUU HUU..
Rock my life like no one cares...

Go ==

2010-09-08T10:33:00.000-07:00

Itsss so blesse if someone
loving you silently without you knowing..
There's people thinking of you..
No matter how lonely are you..
There's people worrying you..
No matter what you doing..

So you got to tell the person and make sure
she/he know that itss such a BLESS
that having you by him/her side...

GO GO GO ♥

I MISS YOU

2010-09-07T20:04:00.000-07:00

Movie time

2010-09-07T04:56:00.000-07:00

I watched Pirahna last night
6th SEP

♥

2010-09-05T11:08:00.000-07:00

Sometime when i staying alone..
Before i sleep..
Just look at the sky..
And asking..
Why im always sad?
I passed my days so hard although its sad..
And thanks god that i passed a day..
How hard and how sad was it also i walking thru..
Wake up the next morning and get to knows that..
I still need to continue my life..
I'll be FINE !!

Him ♥

2010-09-01T03:30:00.001-07:00

Did you ever think about that,
When only you can meet the person that you truly loves?
The person that could make ur heart beat?
I met him, but he is gone..♥
No more heart beating..
I tearsss when i think about this

1811

2010-08-26T10:02:00.000-07:00

Keep going on..

I dont mind to use much more time to forget everything..

I used 2year to laugh and i can also use 2year to cry..

Loves♥ 1010

2010-08-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

一个那么大的世界
我们相遇到了相爱
那么难得的遇见了
更难的我们相爱了
但你却不懂得珍惜
慢慢走远了
以后我们什么都不是了
想到这点，我哭了
但是我期望我们都能笑得更开心
我会想你的
就偶尔

You♥

2010-08-23T08:00:00.000-07:00

Thankss

Thankss for being cruel to me..

im Awake!!

I shouldnt rely on anyone..

i hate ♥.

2010-08-22T18:19:00.000-07:00

Spoilerrrrr =Y

Missing you♥

2010-08-19T03:39:00.000-07:00

Suddenly remind all the sweet memory of us..
MISSING YOU..
so muchh...
more than words can discribe..
Just need to cry so much..
♥

Everytime when i look at you..
I forgot how cruel was u treated me..
Im such the silliest in the world..
I really scare that no ones could love u much
like the way i loves you..
This time i not going to look back..
I wil leave everything..
and the world was leaving me alone..
Im alone..
Please♥
You must be happy than me..
Promise me♥

1005

2010-08-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

Whats in my mind..

The dayss is not going like how we promised each other..
I have no choice on everything in my life now..
If i asking you, will you regret on things you doing now?
What the answer will u give me?
Im stil wondering about this !!

♥

Im always second..
No one ever put me at first..
When will i meet the one that put me on first?
I guess that time im a sellfish girl..
Cause everyone was so sellfish to me..
And im living for people and not myself..
I thinking about what the reason for me to living like now..

Im not happy ♥

2010-08-18T18:41:00.000-07:00

The person..

Crazy for the person that willing to crazy for you..
Give everything to the person that willing
to give everything to you too..
And loves the person that never leave you alone.. !!

♥

Upset..♥

2010-08-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

I swear ..

I will not rely on you anymore..
I promised myself..
Nothing could ever hurt me again!
I wil just think for myself..
Cause no ones really knows me..
And cares me..

♥

2010-08-18T03:58:00.000-07:00

我是你的，
而..你是自由的...

How touch !! ♥
Just copy from somewhere..

No one could ever lock you up !
Cause you are free..
And you need alot of freedom..

18th Aug

2010-08-17T21:27:00.001-07:00

Afternoon ♥ 12.30pm

A normal day going by..
And heard some bad news from a friend..
I hope everything was him was okay..
May god blessed him..
He was a kind person
Sooooo sad to knowing that some accident
happened on him..
Hope that he wil be alright very very soon..
Prayss for him..

.

1003

2010-08-16T20:15:00.001-07:00

你帶著可以折疊的愛情
我在等不會變形的真心
被抱在你懷裡卻要提防你
愛要多聰明才能逃得過哭泣

i miss you

2010-08-16T03:48:00.000-07:00

Silent Tears

Each day the sun rises
and each night the sun sets.
Each day I wake up,
and put on that fake smile.

Each day I muse myself about you,
and each night I dream of you.
Each day I miss you,
and I want you with me now.

Each day I fight things in opposition to me,
and each night I weep my silent tears.
Each day I wish to leave,
and again I suffer this night alone.

Each day I busy myself,
and each night I fail to concentrate on simple things.
Each day my old life haunts me,
and this day I live in misery.

Each day I am unappreciated,
and each night I keep to myself.
Each day I live my life in fear,
and I bear this uncontrollable rage.

Each day I wake up,
and each night I fight those tears.
Each day you call me,
and everything disappears.

Each day you give me your love,
and each night you say sweet dreams.
Each day I live for you,
and I would do anything to make you happy.

Each day you save me,
and each night you are my hero.
Each day I live for you,
and you wipe away my silent tears.

Each day I send a little prayer,
and each night I send another.
Each day I live the fullest,
and only living for your love.

1002

2010-08-16T01:03:00.000-07:00

I need a place that truly belong to mine..♥
Im so tired..
I losted the direction of life..
Someone save me?
Someone help me?
Someone tell me?
What should i do right now..
Just so lifeless..
Just so speechless..
Why everything changed become like now?
I need someone to talk..to shout..so much !!
♥

L.O.V.E ♥

2010-08-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

People is finding a mr.right & ms.right
may be using yearr..10years..
And after they found !!
They will change for him/her..
They will gives everything they could..
And Loves & miss him/her always..
Worry about him/her..
Because of [[LOVE]] ♥

And why he didnt change for me from the day
we together until now?
Its because im not his Ms.Right and
He dont lovess me like the way i loves him ♥

Im droping myself inside the hole again!!
Someone please...please pull my out from it..
I doesnt want to be silly for so many times ♥

Itsssss,

2010-08-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

♥

1000 days for you and me !!

clapsss

itss just meaningless for me to count this..
Cause itss not true!

♥

I dont know what am i doing
But you are just more than a friend for me..♥

Do you know this is the way im being cruel to myself?
Because i stil remember you..
And you are in my mind..
You gave a a hope when u told me u loves me..
But i knows its cant be the reason for us to go back..
Thanks so much of telling me
You stil loves me..
Its enough for me..

Please be happy alwayss ♥
I hope god wil always bless you...

W..B..C..

Never told you

2010-08-14T06:19:00.000-07:00

Colbie Caillat-
I Never Told You♥

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Dreaming❤

2010-08-08T19:09:00.000-07:00

What am i?
wondering about this..
But how about i answer myself?
No matter what are you..
Its never change..
is it?❤
So why do i stil care about it?

I could do it well..
I could leave silently..
Without tearss ❤

Itsss...just

2010-08-06T23:18:00.000-07:00

We dont need that..
We never need that..
CLEAR
I miss xiao xiong..
I miss my home..
A place that can let me do anything i want..
I missing that alot..
I not suppose to be here..

4.40am

2010-08-05T13:37:00.001-07:00

Thanks for...
Giving me so much time to let go you!!

5th Aug ♥

2010-08-04T21:04:00.000-07:00

If i still mind about every single little things of you..
its because you are important to me ♥

Im goin Kl tonight..
So going to did a post here..
Everyone that worry about me..
I wil be fine after 1week..
And truly let go everything i holding so hard now..
I wil live for myself but not him anymore♥
If i saying that i couldnt trust,or love others
Same like the way i loves him much..
Is that unfair for others?
But i couldnt know that when was scar wil be remove..
And i could trust on othersss..
I hope i can..

I couldnt figure out how much i changed..
May be im not a good girl for now..
So much of outing.."S" somemore ==
Unhealthy lifestyle i having..!!
Ermmm..compare with the me with him..
I CHANGED..
not too bad of my attitude but its so lifeless for myselffff ==
Im quite guaii lui did u guys knows...hahaha^^
you know? i hope there is someone take care of me..
Remind me everything of mine..
So i no need to take care of myself..
This the life i want..
SO ?
When there is some one i living for..
I will turn back to a good girl..
And stop being like now as i doesnt enjoy my life truly for now..
But im not a person that could falling in love easily..

IM going to fight with myself..
pray for me..
BLESS me..
GOD may bless all of my friend ♥

DONT you

2010-08-01T11:11:00.001-07:00

Just Dont GOSSIP about me !!

Forgave forget

2010-07-31T05:49:00.000-07:00

FORGAVE

doesnt means to be

FORGET

Early morning ♥

2010-07-30T18:20:00.000-07:00

The best thing in life are appreciated most
after they have been lost....
♥珍惜你所拥有的东西♥

Im fine

2010-07-29T07:54:00.001-07:00

Im fine..
Dont worry about me..
Sleep well..
Word hard..
Hope everything of you go smooth..
Without me..
You should be happy than the passed day..
S M O O T H

Cigarette

2010-07-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

Its make me feel back a smell on your hand..
Only i know its not ur smelling but
cigarrette smell like..

Babie...

2010-07-27T19:22:00.000-07:00

Babiee...bie..

Did u ever lying on the bed..
And thinking about how much did u change?
And i was also noticed the changing on myself..
I not rely on you that much since its almost 2months we
didnt meet up...
ALWAYS be happy !!

Green Day : 21 Guns Lyrics

Do you know what's worth fighting for?

When it's not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

Loves

2010-07-27T18:54:00.001-07:00

Make sure you could really make me happy..
Make sure you are reliable for me..
Make sure you could really love me to the end..
Make sure you are not lie on me from the start to the end..
Make sure you can give me all the hapiness..
Make sure you loves me always..
Make sure you missing me every moment..
Make sure im the only girl in your mind..
Make sure im the prettiest for you..
Make sure im the best for you..
Before you telling me you love me..
PLEASE
Dont simply say YOU LOVE ME ♥
And left me tearss silently when u are leaving me..

With tears,,

2010-07-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

You never knows how much
♥ I LOVE YOU ♥
You burry up our story..
And no more Simbee & Boonchong..
GOODBYE
my babie..

Full fill

2010-07-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

♥MY Timess MY Lifess♥

Last night, we having some sweet and happy time..
We playing poker..chit chat until morning 4.30am ==
IM SLEEPY ♥

Tonite, after tuition 9.15pm we left..
And we going snooker ♥
The first song when i reached there..

♫Jay-彩虹♫

What a weird feeling i having in the 4min..
Sweet memory is in my mind..
And i ignore it ! cause that not belong me
and never return to me again..
And keep practise on playing snooker..
I can learn it well? haha^^ ya i can..trust me
And a new friend teach me a weird language..
FA FE FI FO FU !!
opsss .. its a secret !! i wont teach you guys..haha

SO ?

[♥NightZzZ♥]

I hope everyone could sleep well..

1154pm

断了的弦

2010-07-24T21:40:00.000-07:00

断了的弦-周杰伦

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

我沉默你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么不说
哎哟我笑后
表情终于有点难过握着你的手
问你决定了再走

我突然释怀的笑笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉说会记住我的好
我也弯着我嘴角笑

你的美已经给了谁
追了又追我要不回
我了解离开树的叶
属于地上的世界凋谢
断了的弦再弹一遍
我的世界你不在里面
我的指尖已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

A old song..
But today only i realize that the lyric
was so nice and meaningful..

Love ♥

2010-07-24T18:33:00.000-07:00

=End=
980 Days..

So much of sweet memory we having in these day..
But alot of tearss also♥
I will burry it in my heart forever..
Truly, i hope u can have a better lover..
Sorry for saying this..But i really did my well..
I tried my best !

I do the one's best ♥

Sometimes i were asking myself..
Why did you leave me and didnt protect me anymore?
Those are all because of my own problem?
I dont know..but i really didnt want myself
to having a bad image in ur mind..
So sorry for everything i did wrong in these day..
U know what i dreamed last night?
I dreamed that its our off day and we hanging out together..
We go "ding dong" and u wanna win the doll for me..
Missing those sweet memory..
About those sad memory i wil try to forget it..
The sweet memory could full fill me when im lonely..
This time..i swear to myself..
I WILL BE HAPPY BE TOUGH without you..
Hope the same to u..
Dont being so lifeless and before sleep..
use sometime to think about what u really want the rest of life..
And i knows that what i want ♥
I told u before..what i want is just family,you and xiao xiong..
So now i will think for myself also..

Biiee ar...ALL THE BEST TO YOU..

I ♥ you my baby
I ♥ you my baby
I ♥ you my baby
I ♥ you my baby
I ♥ you my baby

Last time..saying i love you
GOODBYE my Babie

Guess what ♥

2010-07-24T09:42:00.000-07:00

Im now only 36KG ...
I swear i never keep fit..
Never on DIET..
But the weight of mine was just 36KG..
It because of my braces? i guess its..

He was having fun now right? bless him..
SAFETY & HAPPY always...

Tired..

2010-07-23T22:59:00.001-07:00

I cant even catch up with the step u walked..
Its too fast &
I have still not enough time to tidy up my mind..

No ones

2010-07-22T19:30:00.000-07:00

No ones loves me..
No ones like me..
Everything was so fake..
Their LOVE could be change in just a day..
An hour..
So what am i after a day or an hours?
Feeling betray and be throwed..
No matter how much i did..
How good i did..
No one care it and appreciate it..
BECAUSE ?
She is much more better than me?
Im so sad..
Just like living in dream..

He..

2010-07-22T18:31:00.003-07:00

He will only MESSAGE me
when he got empty time..
When he having fun with friend..
Im just nothing !
I knows this..
Im not sad anymore..
Work hard and show me u can have a better life..
Without me..
I wont ruin ur life..

Feeling..

2010-07-22T18:10:00.000-07:00

Complicated Feeling I Having..

3yrs, 1st time i go movie with just friend..
For sure he is not sitting beside me anymore..
No tears but a complicated feeling i having all night long..
I will use to it! Independence from him..
I watched twilight3 Eclipse..
Not bad, but the girl was love 2boy in a time?
I wil never do that because i just own a HEART..
But it also a very romantic love story ..
Mrs.Cullen & Mr.Cullen..
How sweet ==
hahaha^^
Now only i know why uncle Love the
name of Cullen so much !!

Haha^^

2010-07-22T18:06:00.000-07:00

Cute & Bright Smiling

He got a SUPER cute smiling face

hahahah ^^

Lonely..

2010-07-22T01:59:00.000-07:00

A feeling i hate so much..
Im staying in the shop alone..
And need to wait for 1hour more..
WHY i will having a situation like now ==
Im so scare and hate to being alone..

If...

2010-07-22T01:40:00.000-07:00

How good if he is beside me..

I scare i telling out but no one willing to belive me..
Im so afraid to being like now..
Cause no one stand by my side
and share the feeling with me..
Why he is not protect me from getting so much of hurt..
But gave me all those..
Im a good person a kind person..
So please trust me..
For now that the only thing i needed..
Its just a "TRUST"..
Im so tired to being like now..
The alarm was my heart was rang..
But no one come to save me out from here..
Im so lonely to facing all the problem..

♥

2010-07-22T01:35:00.000-07:00

♥我的心没能被理解
♥别人的心很复杂可怕
♥我看不懂
♥我累了

4.37PM

^^

2010-07-21T04:29:00.000-07:00

Those days when i was still young,
And So carefree ..
What i ever needed was Family & Friend..
& I am very happy..
I miss you..
♥ Little Tutu ♥

Devil !

2010-07-20T08:53:00.000-07:00

How good if u can tell me all the truth..
Better from i get it from others..
Atleast i dont look silly in front others..
What can we built?
Having ur new life and new job..always good luck to u..
And forget what i ask to u stay the ''BABIE'' just for me..
It doesnt important anymore..
I know what kind of person was u..
This the way u show me ur love after u go home..
THANKS for everything..

DID U READ THIS ? hahaha

Love

2010-07-20T05:00:00.000-07:00

Love Only Simbee

Its never appear again ...

GOODBYE

WBC

2010-07-19T08:08:00.000-07:00

The happy little family was
not complete without that person..

Miss.Lonely

2010-07-19T02:59:00.001-07:00

How to do when im feeling lonely?
Who to shout out when im lonely?

You..

2010-07-19T00:21:00.000-07:00

Why never give up

"Anything"

because of me?

♥Beee Simbee♥

2010-07-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

I ♥ myself
I ♥ myself
I ♥ myself
I ♥ myself
I ♥ myself

So proud to shout this out..
I love myself so much...
I didnt have a perfect face,
& a perfect body..
But atleast im a soft girl..
A very simply and clean in mind..
I swear i never did lie on u..
So i love myself so much..
So proud to being a girl like myself..
And i have no reason to become
weak in front u and the girl anymore..
NO!! and never..
If my outlook was lost, my heart was win..
JESUS let me be a kind person forever...
Give me strength to took the pain and
Give me stregnth to be myself well in my life..
Amen ♥
Friend, thanks for accom me these day..
And scold me so much because of my silly..
I am awake !
I wil stop blaming on myself anymore..
I dont hate myself anymore..
I will learns to LOVE myself more..
Atleast i know i have a good heart and attitude
Thanks...♥♥ 16 and uncle kelvin ♥♥

Truth

2010-07-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

Finally i knew everything..
How silly am i..
I knew it 2weeks but didnt accept the truth
& how cruel was it..
DOESNT
wanna think about it anymore..

Truth was always cruel..

Lifeless

2010-07-17T07:48:00.000-07:00

If u miss me..
U wil call me cause u cant stand the feeling of not listening my voice..
If u love me..
U wil worry about me..
Dont lie yourself..
I dont love anymore..
Cause im so pain in love..

17/7/2010

2010-07-17T04:01:00.000-07:00

I dont know what u thinking
&
I wondering what u thinking

After 1hour will i still in your mind?

MBWBC

2010-07-15T18:24:00.001-07:00

I am just nothing for you,
I knows this so i could let go easily..
I am forcing myself to
live the life i doesnt like..
After so much pain i hope there
is just left happiness in the rest of my life..
And i really want to say..
I do one's best !!!
I have nothing that i did wrong right?
Cause i gave all my heart..
And never talk any lies on u..
But u the one who choose to give up 1st..
YOU should admit that^^
YOU didnt choose to cross along ur problem with me.
I always know i couldnt help but iI can be ur listener
But you NEVER let..
I hope no more tearss for me..& you
We could have happy life without each other..
So lets cheerss !! for our future ?
Ya!! and letss earn much much much of money ^^
心跳正常了,因为放开了..

BIE

2010-07-15T18:14:00.000-07:00

We having a same dream,
But we walking a different way,
Time was passing by..
After so much,
Will we meet again when we reached
the point we was doing so much for ?
May be half year & 1 year,
May be we are too tired and dont choose to meet again?

I dont ♥ myself

2010-07-13T18:43:00.000-07:00

I am not good enough !
I am not pretty enough!
I am so hurt when u not just looking at me !
MADNESS

1more secret to tell :
So sweet when i reading back the diary of WBC ..
when im going china with mummy and he is
waiting me back here..
MISSING and MISSED that..
& i know the person i missing was not you..
Just a boy in the sweet memory in my mind..
Also deep inside heart..
Cause the YOU wil never came back to me again..
Just wanna tell the YOU in my memory,
Truly
I LOVE YOU so much!!
MISS YOU so much...
Everything is just too late and cant be return..

2010-07-13T17:11:00.000-07:00

If You love me ,
PLEASE
say u love me..
say u miss me..
say u need me..
ask me to wait u..
call me always..
message me always..
worry about me..
hug me kiss me in my dream..
left some tear in my shoulder,
show me how deep was your love..
share all the problem with me..
let me be the 1st person in ur mind,
ALL the time..
IF u loves me,
SHOWS me by action !

14/7 Morning

2010-07-13T17:10:00.001-07:00

‎"Bury" all the SWEET memory

&

"forget" the SAD memory !

遗憾的美丽-陆瑶

2010-07-12T21:51:00.000-07:00

如果人生是一趟漫長旅行
走了幾萬公里遇見最愛的你
愛情就像兩個人的接力
我們都努力讓幸福延續

後來我們各自追求風景
面對分離課題我學會了開心
多慶幸當初沒有錯過你
當我寂寞時也沉迷回憶

你的愛就像彩虹劃過天際
不能永遠收集也驚歎那遺憾的美麗
誰說分手一定是悲劇
時光倒轉我還是要愛你
要不是你帶我走出恐懼
我沒有再愛的勇氣

你的好就像一首老歌旋律
聽過多少歌曲也單戀那最初的熟悉
有些感動沒人能接續
重新選擇我還是要愛你
給我快樂多過於傷心
　
都很清晰
後來我們各自追求風景
面對分離課題我學會了開心
多慶幸當初沒有錯過你
當我寂寞時也沉迷回憶

你的愛就像彩虹劃過天際
不能永遠收集也驚歎那遺憾的美麗
誰說分手一定是悲劇
時光倒轉我還是要愛你
要不是你帶我走出恐懼
我沒有再愛的勇氣

你的好就像一首老歌旋律
聽過多少歌曲也單戀那最初的熟悉
有些感動沒人能接續
重新選擇我還是要愛你
給我快樂多過於傷心
都很清晰

Jesus

2010-07-12T07:32:00.002-07:00

Bless him..
Let him got a good job there ~
Let him got a home there~
Amen !!

SIMBEE tu

2010-07-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

Hey ...
I am missing a person who dont love me?
PLEASE wake up from dream !!!

sad day

2010-07-12T00:57:00.000-07:00

HE Hurt me the most,
But he ask for people forgive but not me..

Heart

2010-07-11T12:27:00.000-07:00

Hey blog,my only friend..
I am talking to u again!!

Pretty night..Pretty morning..

4year once!!

Sure Everyone is smiling,

of course im smiling too,

feel so empty when i smile!

What is this ==

Something i feel so shame
cant even tell out here...

3.45am 12/7/2010

worst day

2010-07-11T08:37:00.000-07:00

So shame
so pain
so unbelievable
so cruel
So sad
So hurt
so silly
So betray
but without angry
What words to describe?
I am really so hurt..
No ones can know me...

966 Days

2010-07-10T23:44:00.000-07:00

谢谢你,给我尽了力的机会..
考验了我的忍耐力..
考验了我的爱..

HEY YOU !!

2010-07-09T21:56:00.001-07:00

If can i hope that we can treat each other honest!
Just like how i tell u, no matter what happened!
Let me be the 1 who knows 1st..

♥ = ?

2010-07-09T21:53:00.000-07:00

Babiie
Babie
Baby
Babe ?

Read this !

2010-07-07T05:01:00.000-07:00

世界上最寂寞的46件事

1拿起电话，按下号码后迟迟不敢拨通绿色的按钮。
~~2在喧闹的地方，只有自己安静地坐着，不想听别人说话。~~
3打电话给故人，故人说，我很忙，待会再说。
4遇见开心幸福的事情，无人分享。
~~5路过一家曾经和喜欢的人一起去过的餐厅，餐厅在被拆除~~
~~，记忆也是。~~
6夜晚一个人面对黑暗和空洞。
~~7想对着喜欢过的人笑，结果却笑着哭了出来。~~
8对关心自己的人说，没事，我很好，你放心。
9给自己削苹果，想起曾经有个人为你剥开一个芒果时候的

微笑。
10看一部压抑的电影，想哭却哭不出来。
~~11夜晚一个人坐巴士，看路边的不停变换的灯光、树和行~~人。
~~12听到一句熟悉的歌词，想起某个曾经说要守护你，现在却不在身边的人。~~
~~13一个人看电影，吃爆米花。~~
14放假的时候，站学校某处在天台上，看天空以及空无一人的道路。
~~15吃一道菜，想起有人说，要为你学会它，为你做一辈子~~。
16 看见似曾相似的背影。
17洗衣服的时候，想起他为你晒衣服的样子。
18大热天在空调房里，记起有个人，曾经为你大汗淋漓奔走，只为你一笑的情景。
~~19鼓足勇气故意发错一条信息给想要联系的人，第二天醒来，仍然没有他的消息。~~
~~20有人对你说，你真像个小公主，想起曾经有人真的把你捧得像公主。~~
~~21尴尬地遇见一个喜欢你，你却明白自己永远不可能喜欢上的男生。~~
22对迎面走来的朋友微笑，朋友却没有看见。
23想起年幼的朋友，现在却不再联络。
24你说笑话，身边的人不笑，却想起有个人对你说，我是觉得你讲笑话的样子很好笑。
25想要打个电话给父母撒娇，话到嘴边又咽了回去，因为不想让他们担心。
~~26冬天的时候，在寒风中，裹紧自己的大衣。~~
27蜷缩在被子里睡觉。
28做梦梦见一个人，醒来却只有自己一个人。
29公路两边树上新长出绿色的叶子，欢腾而热闹，但热闹是他们的，你什么也没有。
30穿高跟鞋脚疼，一个人扶着街边的树脱下鞋子。
31东西坏了，自己不会修，又没人帮你修。
~~32电影散场，你等的人却仍然没有来。~~
33精心安排了很久的约会，到了临近对方却回答没有时间。
34一个人拍大头贴。
35睡觉前，收不到晚安的短信息。
36难过的时候，不知道给谁打电话比较好。
~~37明明不舍得，但却必须扔掉过去有关记忆的东西的那一~~刻。
38 对他说，我过的很好，你也要过的好。
39对于别人的伤害，无力去计较，根本不想计较的时候。
40每天醒来必须忘记昨天的不愉快时。
~~41逛商场时看见美丽的东西，想要买给他，却再也不能买给他。~~
42看见穿着情侣装的恋人牵手过马路。
~~43为了忘记一个人剪头发，更新身边物件。~~
~~44打开日记本，看见里面都是一个人的名字。~~
~~45有一堆明明不敢面对，却又不舍得删除或者销毁的照片~~。
46看见一个很像你，经历着和你曾经一样故事的人。

5th JULY

2010-07-04T21:59:00.000-07:00

WELCOME to my World ?

Once the heart was gone..
Once the heart was dead..
It will never ReturN again..
And there is no more pain and tears..

Time was the best Medicine..

Did u agree about this?

Something i was asking myself..
WHY there is so many pain in my life..
WHY i loves him that much ?
WHY jesus allowed people to hurt me that much?
There is too many WHY ..

Not fair ?
When i saw another girl smiling..
I was thinking is there someone can stop my tear
And make me smile forever?
Just simple life..simple talk..
Stay beside me and be the one i can really rely on..
I hope there is no more tears in my future..
He teached me so much, and a big lesson in my life..

Too tired on crying..
Stop that ? can i ?
Jesus hope u give me the strength to handle the pain
And walk along it..
Amen

U dont know me !

2010-07-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

Repeat and Repeatss..It make me feel tired ==
Something i knew it but i cant say out and cant ask..

29th JUN

2010-06-29T03:46:00.000-07:00

I pray:::::
JESUS,
Please give me a friend that can stay beside me 24hours..
Doesnt want to be alone..
Amen

PeacefuL

2010-06-25T20:07:00.001-07:00

A peaceful day i ever had in these year
Since i go kl to having my hair course until now..
I think its about 3year..?
Throw everything away and just thinking for myself..
And i was thinking..
Because of him ..how much did i changed?
My bad tempered, my arrogant..
Everything just lost when he appear in my life..
I tolerant all his shortcoming..bad tempered tat he cant changed..
But once and once i get hurt from him..
Who the one tat console me?
I always hope the person was him but he never..
Did he noticed this? i think he didnt..
Why i cant be stand alone and having my own life..
Always im the one who rely on him too much..
And im awake from sleep..
i shouldnt be like now anymore..
I SHOULD CHANGE myself to a independent girl..
Is it he is mine? or im him?
Listen what my heart talk to me..
Im try hard to left a place for myself in his heart..
I do one's utmost,do the best one can..
But if there are no my place i shouldnt do like now..
I wil let go myself..
Stop pulling myself so hard and suffering..
Hope my heart was always peaceful like now..
Jesus help me to walk along this..

Miss him...

2010-06-03T19:08:00.001-07:00

Miss him so muchhh!!
MISS HIM
More than words can describe..

MR.Wong B C

I will forgive you &
scrub all unhappy memory..
This time i confident and believe
i can do this..
**[ But i doesnt hope u will see this post ]**

♥ 928 days ♥

2010-06-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

I HATE THURSDAY..
My bad day..
Worst day..
all happened on THURSDAY...

Thinking...

2010-06-02T17:54:00.000-07:00

I always thinking how to be a good girl..
How to be a good girlfriend..
And now i was thinking..
My mummy said that i was a good daughter..
But may be im not good enough..
For him..
Am i a good girlfriend?
i think this question started from the day we together..
Until now,
sometime when we argue he said my
tempered was bad? and the way i talk to him is not
polite enough..some more?
Woohhh,
A lot thing telling me that Im not a good girlfriend..
Am i ?
But i know thing that i didnt did well is,
i didnt believe him like others believe their boyfriend..
i didnt look him as the strongest in the world,
Or the people that can protect me..
And i always thinking that why he got so many disadvantage..
for example he is a smoker,
his tempered is 100times worst than mine..
he always talking rude words as he tell me that
he cant correct this bad habit..
A days go by a day.. i know more and more about him,
Instant,
i didnt respect him as much as the passed day..
How horrible if this happened between a couple?
And what maintain our relationship til now?
If asking me, i think its just a habit of us..
We get used to have each other in our life..
Now,he is going back to Kl,
and i have no people to acc me for breakfast,
No people buy my lunch for me,after work..
There are also no people can fetch
me to buy my thing,my dinner..
But cant negate that we have a happy moment too..
When we put down everything..
When we just concentrate on each..
Didnt argue of those little thing..
We are happy..
As i always say we are playing with xiao xiong..
WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY
I cant live manage myself when i have no him..
Thats the reason that i just silent when we argue,
i just silent when he is scolding me..
Silent can stop our argument,
Silent is the way is solve the problem of us..
The end the problem is stil there ?
Ya...
when i close my eye,
the problem is appear on my mind..
And i cant get the happiness like others..
I envy when i look at other couple..
Why they can smile so happily..
And the reason i cant is..
I truss up myself in him..
I never let go him and also myself..
Even i know the reason..
I stil cant let go..
And i keep waiting the miracle..
I hope jesus can change him to a person i really want..
Or I just dont hope to waste my 2year half on him?
Im the silliest..

So sorry for did a post like this here..
I doesnt hope people know much about us..
And i stil hope that we are a sweet couple that make people admire..

Song i love

2010-05-11T23:17:00.001-07:00

"Littlest Things" - Lily Allen

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

Is this the end?
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me

两个人在一起久了

2010-05-08T08:30:00.001-07:00

*fugly me...*

两个人在一起久了，会发现自己有时幼稚的像个儿童。
两个人在一起久了，才知道原来一个人可以如此的去想念另

一个人。
两个人在一起久了，自己的不良爱好会因为对方的不喜欢而终止。
两个人在一起久了，会比以前更加奋斗，把压力当成动力。
两个人在一起久了，奇怪的变的很乖，会按时吃饭按时睡觉。
两个人在一起久了，父母管不下来的习惯，会因为她的一声哼，而改正。
两个人在一起久了，会深深的喜欢上以前那份厌恶督促，催促，教训。
两个人在一起久了，脑子里会老记着去看看手机。即使是个山寨货。
两个人在一起久了，会常看一些生活小常识，星座相配，异性服装。
两个人在一起久了，偶尔就和发春状态一样说出我爱你。
两个人在一起久了，撒娇多了，冷言少了，（嗯）字多了，（不）字少了。

两个人在一起久了，看见相拥，亲吻的场景，会用好浪漫去形容。
两个人在一起久了，人会变的很细心很敏感，嘴笨也学会甜言蜜语了。
两个人在一起久了，会在任何时间任何地点，为了一个可爱的幻想站着傻笑。
两个人在一起久了，常在琢磨是因为寂寞才想你还是想你才寂寞。
两个人在一起久了，漫不经心打听她小姐妹的情侣是否很出众，很乐意的给自己增加压力。
两个人在一起久了，即使搂在怀里了，也会为了自己一个虚有的幻想而担心失去，很不安心。

两个人在一起久了，平常游戏的时间是在专心的关注着对方的签名，日志，一切有关系的讯息。
两个人在一起久了，会很想陪伴着她去做她想做的事，即使是自己从没触碰过的。
两个人在一起久了，通常只是偷瞄走过的异性，然后惊慌失措的说句还是你最漂亮。
两个人在一起久了，兄弟，朋友的会常对自己说一句话。（重色轻友的家伙）
两个人在一起久了，虚伪说你真是个大坏蛋，内心不知道有多怜惜这个大坏蛋。
两个人在一起久了，是会上瘾的。

REAL and ugly me..
i will update my blog when im free... AS FAST AS POSSIBLE ^^

9th March

2010-03-08T21:52:00.000-08:00

LIFE..

Feel Lazy to update my blog,
But when while i reading others blog..
I think blog is also a good thing to remind us
About our memory and the sad or happy memory..
Remind us how many did we growth,
What we did in these day,
What we get and what we lose,
What we learned from our life..
May be the reader cant get it..
But when we read back..
It really Remind me alot..alot..
Life is just like a drawing without eraser..
I agreed this!!
I always look at the clock and think about
How can the time pass so fast..
Second by second, minit by minit
Time was gone cant be return
How much time i left?
And what the thing to do make my life meaningful..
Which part should i start to do to appreciate
people beside me..my family..
by saying is always easier than doing..
So god teach me to become
A good daughter,
A good sister..
A good girlfriend..
But i always confident about im not a bad girl!!
haha^^

Update before CNY

2010-02-12T21:09:00.000-08:00

Im not in good mood these 2 days..
Actually nothing happened but
I make alot thing happened..
Understand what am i talking about?
I means nothing happened in fact but i am the one
who think to bad ways and make myself bad mood!!
What the problem actually?
I think whole night and i get the answer!!
What the problem between us?
The answer i get is..
I DONT TRUST YOU
So there are nothing u can do for me..
Im the one who can solve everything or
Make the problem become serious..
So leave me alone..
I wil try my best to solve it..
I need some space to prove to myself..
I can live without u..
So i really need time to cool down myself..

so long...

2010-02-10T01:48:00.000-08:00

I didnt upfate my blog for so long..
So i think i will update my blog after CNY..
During CNY i going back Johor and visit my
grandfather ,grandmum ..
May Jesus bless them healthy always..
== Mr.wong going back to KL tomorrow (11st FEB)
So i think it will hav a long time i cant see him?
Hope he will miss me as i miss him == haha

CIAOz
gonna continue my work..
Im stil in working hours !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

End of 2009!!

2009-12-26T03:42:00.001-08:00

WEBCAM Manic

I've been neglected my blog for few weeks..
and i am so away from internet world these days..
Cause i always left my laptop in boutique..

YEAR 2009 its gonna be a past tense !!
And time really passing very fast..
We gonna end 2009 and start our new year 2010..
31st...Argghhh...gonna crazy with it!!
Where to go? where to have fun? and what to wear?...
31st of DEC is the day i love the most in 365days a year..
*** Not included my birthday*** haha
So..
What i gonna do in next year?
What my BIG plan in next year?

YEAR 2010..
i hope my family healthy alwayssss..
i hope i still stay sweet with my baby..
i hope i can stay happy everyday..
i hope i can have more and more friend..
i hope Movecky's buisness can be better and better..
i hope all my friend to stay happy..

& I WISH ALL MY DREAM COME TRUE in 2010 !!!
Am i insane? YES i am..i admit this!! so i pray..
May Jesus bless me, my family & all my friend always..

And hope everyone have fun in 31st!! CHILL CHILL
let's count down together for new year..2010
5 more days...
4
3
2
1

BYE!!
i gonna go out for chelsea match soon..

Random update

2009-12-07T03:37:00.000-08:00

DECEMBER
Lovely December!!
With Xmas and New year's eve..
HMM..seldom only recently..
Working everyday..
And waiting for TELECOM!!
We waiting for them to apply our working phone
& also Streamyx..
Waiting Waiting Waiting!!!
So that i can on9..
i can whatch movie using ppstream..
i can update my blog always..
i can chat with my fren using msn..
when there are no customer.. **DEVIL SMILE**
So Hope they can fix it and apply us as fast as possible..

My November..

2009-11-23T02:00:00.000-08:00

Still Alive!!
A month i never updated my blog..
哀家, 好忙啊 !! haha
Busying about [ 宫心计 ] after came back from KL
I have back to Sandakan bout 6days i think..
Going China Guang Zhou again ==
After that having my holiday for 5days at KL..
Had a happy holiday there with friends..
I MISS YOU ALL so much!!

Where to start my story in NOVEMBER?
Errmm, 1st NOV is Mr.Wong birthday..
So i think i cerebrated for him but dunno he like it or not ?
But i did a very very bad birthday cake for him..
Im such a DUMB girlfriend ?

5th Nov we stayed at KL for a night at Kien's home..
And, 6th Nov earlier morning 6am we fly to Guang Zhou..
SO.. I gonna skip my week about China trip..
Thats nothing for me to enjoy and share out here..
So come back to KL..
I really enjoy my holiday thr..
With my gang of stupid friend!!
I went genting with Kien,16sui & Mr.wong..
And Watched 2012 there..
If asking me about is it the end of world is coming?
I dont know..But prays hard to god and he will forgive us..
Everything we did wrong..And hope to stay longer with the earth..

17thNov i back here with Mr.wong..

2YEARS ANNIVERSARY
18th is 2years anniversary for me and Mr.wong
Not consider the middle break ==
And he have presented me a doll..
He is not a romantic person and he never change..
Just know to present me DOLL
haha^^but i love it and thanks so much..
A Blue totoro..show it in my next post..
I will LOVE YOU as long as u love me..
I wont promise and say it can last forever
Cause nothing last forever and
Just appreciate what we having now..
I LOVE YOU

There are ''some' picture about my week thr!!
Im lazy to upload my picture here..

There are still many picture that i lazy to update here..
Just have a look at Facebook^^
CIAOzz..
Got to continue my [ 宫心计]
And i will update my blog always if im free..

Today..

2009-10-30T06:45:00.000-07:00

Im not in good mood..
Whole night..
From evening untill now..
Im nt in good mood!!
Anyone please say something funny to me..
Make me laugh..make me cry out..
I need someone beside me ..
WHY im bad mood?
Sorry !! its a SECRET
For sure im not telling out here ==
So WELL..
Nothing to do..
Just do some stupid thing!!
Sit here and upload my picture..
And i will show u guys my boutique in next post..

LOADING ......

seldom on9..

2009-10-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

OCTOBER..
November is coming..
And Oct of 2009 gonna leave us forever..
Nearly a month i never update my blog ==
its really so long..
AND i was lazy to update my pic here for nw..
So i promised i wil update it as soon as possible..
So just have some look at FB before i upload my pic here
Many things was happened in this month..
i know alot..i learn alot..
But i have no time to telling out and share my feeling here..
BECAUSE ?
i always left my notebook at shop..
It was heavy for me..so im lazy to bring it back^^
AND im not use to using my sis comp..
Anyways..im still alive heanthly..
Not bad and nth special also ==
CHEER UP !! i always telling myself..
When....im lazy to wake up 8am every morning!!
OKAY..stop talking nonsense here!!
Im planning something really important about NOV!
How about coming 1st of NOV ??? ** NERVOUS**
Im worrying about that!!
Anything special ??
YAA !!! its Mr.Wong 21st Birthday..
And i wan to left him some memorable memory!!
NERVOUS !! dont know what should i do..
♥Jesus please help me.. ♥

Soon....

2009-10-09T05:18:00.001-07:00

MOVECKY
is opening soon..
On 13th OCT... clap for myself!!!! haha
My boutiQue i means..
Busy for it nows a day..
Bless me..

Hope It will have a very very smooth starting..
** Smoochesssss!!
And i will update my blog after thiss! hehe
Stay Tuned!!