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I Don't LOVE YOU...


Complicated mind i having..
Feel so lost..dont even know what i doing..
Dont even understand what i really want..
Dont even knows what really in my mind..
C O M P L I C A T E D ? yaya !! huhhh ==
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i miss you

Loves you!!

When i need help, you're not there..
when i need someone to talk,
why cant you be the one?
I hope we can still sharing our mind to each others..
Distance really make us strange than a stranger

Sometime i wondering about..
will you miss me like how i missing you
sometimes will you come and read my blog
and trying to know how was my life..
what am i thinking..
i wondering about this..
thinking is it there is one day you wil turn around
and look at me..falling in love again on me..

I promised myself..
I'll never step in to your life anymore..
Never and ever ruin your life..
Wont asking for help or anything
although there are no people could help me..
Im so silly so greed to hoping that you still love me..
Its my fault that i got to admit !!

Let go..Let go..
Burry you deep inside heart forever
And last time..
I LOVE YOU
I do did my well of holding you tight
never let go your hand before
u let go my hand..
So no regrets..

The good man

How good if
"the good man"
telling me that...
HE LOVES ME !!

nervoussss

Nervous when i saw you

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Betray..

Feel so BETRAY

Yaa..No one could really read me..
No one understand me.. Im so alone..
Someone come and save me out from the feeling like now..
Too badddddd, worsttt !!!!!
Am i not really into them? Thatssss why..i guess
I think i could have a good social circle ?
But seems like im wrong..so wrong..
I think i could have a happy life..
BUT
My life is still the same..
Missing ''them'' badly..

24th SEPT

Nose bleeding 99 today
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you !!

Fall for me
Shout that you LOVES me..

nomu cu-a ♥

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CU-A.. ♥ yo..

hey..you

You knows?

I MISS YOU so much......

HE ..

He is smart of choosing everything but not me..
Not worth to lost everything and left just me..
Always the smartest choice of leaving me..
my babie..

Woohoo

I wanna cerebrate and live my life,
Saying Ayo, Baby let's go
I came to dance, dance, dance, dance
I hit the floor
'Cause that's my, plans, plans, plans, plans
I'm wearing all my favorite

Im so into music right now..
HUUUU HUU..
Rock my life like no one cares...

Go ==

Itsss so blesse if someone
loving you silently without you knowing..
There's people thinking of you..
No matter how lonely are you..
There's people worrying you..
No matter what you doing..

So you got to tell the person and make sure
she/he know that itss such a BLESS
that having you by him/her side...

GO GO GO ♥

I MISS YOU

Movie time

I watched Pirahna last night
6th SEP

♥

Sometime when i staying alone..
Before i sleep..
Just look at the sky..
And asking..
Why im always sad?
I passed my days so hard although its sad..
And thanks god that i passed a day..
How hard and how sad was it also i walking thru..
Wake up the next morning and get to knows that..
I still need to continue my life..
I'll be FINE !!

Him ♥

Did you ever think about that,
When only you can meet the person that you truly loves?
The person that could make ur heart beat?
I met him, but he is gone..♥
No more heart beating..
I tearsss when i think about this

1811

Keep going on..

I dont mind to use much more time to forget everything..

I used 2year to laugh and i can also use 2year to cry..

Loves♥ 1010

一个那么大的世界
我们相遇到了相爱
那么难得的遇见了
更难的我们相爱了
但你却不懂得珍惜
慢慢走远了
以后我们什么都不是了
想到这点，我哭了
但是我期望我们都能笑得更开心
我会想你的
就偶尔

You♥

Thankss

Thankss for being cruel to me..

im Awake!!

I shouldnt rely on anyone..

i hate ♥.

Spoilerrrrr =Y

Missing you♥

Suddenly remind all the sweet memory of us..
MISSING YOU..
so muchh...
more than words can discribe..
Just need to cry so much..
♥

Everytime when i look at you..
I forgot how cruel was u treated me..
Im such the silliest in the world..
I really scare that no ones could love u much
like the way i loves you..
This time i not going to look back..
I wil leave everything..
and the world was leaving me alone..
Im alone..
Please♥
You must be happy than me..
Promise me♥

1005

Whats in my mind..

The dayss is not going like how we promised each other..
I have no choice on everything in my life now..
If i asking you, will you regret on things you doing now?
What the answer will u give me?
Im stil wondering about this !!

♥

Im always second..
No one ever put me at first..
When will i meet the one that put me on first?
I guess that time im a sellfish girl..
Cause everyone was so sellfish to me..
And im living for people and not myself..
I thinking about what the reason for me to living like now..

Im not happy ♥

The person..

Crazy for the person that willing to crazy for you..
Give everything to the person that willing
to give everything to you too..
And loves the person that never leave you alone.. !!

♥

Upset..♥

I swear ..

I will not rely on you anymore..
I promised myself..
Nothing could ever hurt me again!
I wil just think for myself..
Cause no ones really knows me..
And cares me..

♥